It turned out that Lorraine didn’t like my acting in this time，，， at all. She said she couldn’t see my point. I was asked to read the play over， which means my preparation for my role was not correct， at least Lorraine thought so.
Because I had been in the idea that my approach was correct， I felt so frustrated with Lorraine’s criticism. I was trying to find out my problem， but I was too excited to do that. After the class， therefore， I straightly got out of HB studio so I could be alone， but one of the classmates who used to be my partner chased me and talked to me. I don’ know if he chased me or not， but I bet he was watching me down， and talked to me， which is so kind of him. Thank you.
A cup of coffer with him made me cool， and then I rethought of my acting of this scene. Hmm， it seems my approach was completely wrong， but I guess I don have to give up all of what I’ve been making. I can use it， just i have to add something that i’ve not got yet .
Today， maybe my “object” was too weak， and my “obstacle” was too strong， and as a result， my “obstacle” became my “object”， which was impossible; an obstacle can’t be an object. What I put emphasis on was no more than my character， and I misunderstood it as my "object" of the scene. I must’ve been objectless on the stage today， and I believe it wouldn’t have made any sense.
Mr.Morehouse criticized me about that last Wednesday as well. I seem to have the tendency to get confused about the obstacles of the scene. I will read that part of the textbook tonight， and then start making the scene over. Next rehearsal will be on the day after tomorrow; I have to find any answer by that.
Anyway，，，，， SHIT.
Pic: I have no idea what this is. I have no stock of pix.
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