4月8日　神藤突如パニクる。焦らず急げ。

Rainy， and cold!!

I have bought not a few dramas to read. And I did read some of them， but I still have many to read. In spite of those plays in my shelf， I bought two other plays in drama bookstore. Now I have four plays to read that are not used in my class. I guess I should stop buying books once so I can finish them.

I feel I have so many things to do， and I don’t know on what I should focus the most. I wanna watch movies (I go to school everyday passing on some huge cinemas)， plays (I am in NY!! Where I can see the greatest plays)， even sitcoms (in fact which is the best thing to get better listening skills and slung)， or I want to study English reading kind of difficult books so I can learn English which I cannot learn in daily life， or I want to，，，， so many stuffs.

I don know， I must be confused considering about my time limitation， but I am sure I am lazy. I think I am wasting time so much now. I have to make it smooth. I know I cannot do everything， but if I try， I can do at least more than I am doing now.

Oh， god. Now I don concentrate anything. When I am singing， I am thinking of acting， when I am acting， I am thinking of my listening skills， this is extreme examples， but I am like that.

Calm down， and now focus.

Pic: We can find many road constructions now. It seems the season now.