12月8日　伝わらなければうざいだけ、そしてジョン25回忌

Sunny.

I think in these days my describing about the weather of the day smells quite fishy， because I write diary so late that I have no clear memory about the weather. I love sunny day， so whenever I cannot remember it， I just put “Sunny”. Do not believe it so much.

It is 25-anniversary day of John Lennon’s death today， so I went to Strawberry Field(cf: October 8th) before the school. There are so many people there， and sooooo many gifts on the monument of “IMAGINE”. There are singers singing Beatles’ songs and everyone there was singing together. I was so moved. Despite he dead 25 years ago， he is still affecting and encouraging a lot of people. I said hello and thank you to him onto the monument and leave the massage from my friend in Japan Ogi(cf: July 26th etc)， who is crazy about John.

After that， I took another dance class， “Dance Technique”. I hate my body， which is so stiff!! I think this class is more difficult than any other movement class. After the class， I didn’t say anything， but the teacher came to me and said， “Don’t worry.” Well，，，I DO NOT WORRY， funny.

In the evening， acting class， “Acting: Technique/Scene Study/Monologue”， which is the only class I take a little late time， from 5:30 to 7:30. I was a little sleepy， because the teacher talked so long， about not very interesting things， but I was patient to fall asleep. In this class， we will act in front of the teacher， and we have to prepare it in our houses.

Today I saw some students’ monologues; the scene in which one actor continually speaks the lines， and I was interested in one actress. She was really emotional， and I think she succeeded to make the atmosphere， but I don’ know why， I didn’t like it so much. Maybe it is because her acting was so pushy that it was a little tiring， but I thought my acting had same tendency as hers. I heard sometimes my acting is tiring， when we are showing the last play， “Hanatare Banare”.

Of course， the emotion is one of the most important things when we act， but it must not be self-righteous. I don’ know about the actress whom I saw today， but I am sure sometimes I am. Without synchronization audience and actors， much emotion works rather in bad way， it might turn the audience off.

Bought the CD and score of “Avenue Q” for my singing class.